I originally wrote:
"After almost a year of learning how to build a website (LaloBean.com) here is the blog. It will be a place to say what I want to say, when I want to say it - with no one to tell me to be quiet."
... and yet, here I am silencing myself; stemming what was for a short while there, an amazing, seemingly ceaseless flow of communiques from inside.
I also said:
"At the risk of continuing , a fool, hell bent in what may possibly have been a lifelong (some may call it) "airy fairy" fashion, Lalo (that's me), at the urging of rogue cohorts (the more aggressive and forward parts of myself), sticks her tongue at all the jealousy windows and marches forward. In tribute to good teachers everywhere and one specifically, Lalo just keeps moving toward cherished goals, pushing envelopes and opening doors. We look forward to this new venue and hope you will join us in our new adventures on the net."
.. ah so, and here we have it. Stopped dead in my tracks. A BIG BOLD statement made and now every internal egger on retreats - true cowards - to the dark corners and the little rooms at the bottom of who knows where. This will change... I just have to get past whatever it is that keeps me from speaking up. Meanwhile, I'll just bump around in here and see what it, who or I, comes.
Peace
